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Reflections at the Conclusion of Pride Month

6/24/2026

 

Meet our Contributor: Roy Jackson

Roy Edward Jackson is an associate professor of education at Goshen College in Indiana with a focus on literacy. He holds degrees in English, Education and School Library Science. He is the author of the upcoming book, Reel Around the Fountain, published by Lethe Press.
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Reflections at the Conclusion of Pride Month by Roy Jackson

As Pride Month draws to a close, I wandered across the street in my lovely town to the public library for some inspiration. While browsing the displays — not the stacks — I was struck by my own queer privilege in living in Goshen, Indiana. Goshen is an inclusive community, a city where I feel safe — something I never would have expected when I first moved here for a job, leaving a large city behind. The young adult section had wonderful LGBTQ+ titles on full display for readers to find. It made me think about how different that same library display would look if I traveled just 30 miles in almost any direction. Regardless of book bans or quieter, self-selected censorship, we know visibility is one key to combating the troubling decline in support for LGBTQ+ citizens that Gallup recently reported.

In the summer, I usually gravitate toward fiction as an escape from whatever's stressing me out at the moment. But as I browsed the displays, I was genuinely impressed by the nonfiction collection my local library had curated. It took me back to my teaching days and how rote February could feel, with the same handful of figures showing up in book after book — and how, over the decades, educators worked to broaden that scope and multiply the heroes we offered students for Black History Month. The same is true of the books I pulled off the shelf and got lost in that afternoon: so many names, so many remarkable contributions, so many heroes.

I love June and Pride Month, but as an educator, it saddens me that most students aren't in school when we could be celebrating, honoring, and teaching our queer histories. I hope some of these books find their way into classrooms next academic year.
Queer There and Everywhere: 23 People Who Changed the World by Sarah Prager was one of the books I found myself completely absorbed in. It's exactly the kind of broadened-scope storytelling I was thinking about, the same impulse that pushed Black History Month beyond the same five names every February. Yes, Takei and Lincoln are in there, but so is Elagabalus, the teenage Roman emperor whose gender-defying reign reaches back nearly two thousand years and reminds you that none of this is new, queerness has always existed, only the willingness to name it has changed. There's Ma Rainey, the blues singer whose openness about loving women got buried under her musical legacy for decades. There's Alan Turing, a man whose mathematical genius helped win a war and whose own country later prosecuted him for who he loved.
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And then there's Renée Richards, whose chapter felt almost urgent to read given the current moment. Richards, a trans woman and professional tennis player who fought for and won the right to compete in the late 1970s, feels less like history and more like a preview of the exact battles still being fought today, as the lives and rights of trans athletes are once again under attack. Reading her story now hit differently than it might have a decade ago. Prager doesn't limit herself to a narrow definition of queerness; she traces anyone who lived outside the gender and sexuality norms of their time, which means the book reads less like a single thread and more like a tapestry. I kept flipping pages thinking, why didn't I know this person existed? It's conversational, occasionally funny, and built for teens, which made me wish even harder that I had a classroom of students to hand it to.
Flamboyants: The Queer Harlem Renaissance I Wish I'd Known by George M. Johnson was another one I couldn't put down. Johnson, the author of the frequently banned All Boys Aren't Blue, weaves together twelve short biographies interspersed with their own personal narrative and poetry, and the effect is part history lesson, part memoir, part reclamation. It's a structure that lets you sit with the past and the present at the same time.
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Johnson opens the door with names most of us already recognize: Langston Hughes, Josephine Baker, Zora Neale Hurston. But then the book does exactly what I keep coming back to in this whole project, it widens the lens. Alain Locke, often called the father of the Harlem Renaissance and the architect of so much of the movement's philosophy, gets his due as a gay man whose influence shaped a generation of Black artists and writers. Gladys Bentley, a blues performer who dressed in men's clothing and openly courted women onstage in 1920s Harlem nightclubs, decades before anyone was using the language we use now, gets brought roaring back into focus. Even Ma Rainey shows up again here, which made me realize how many of these queer histories overlap and echo each other once you start looking.

​This book matters for another reason too. Even within our own community, the loudest, most visible voices in queer history have so often been cis, white, and male. Johnson's book is a direct counter to that imbalance, centering Black queer lives, and several trans and gender-nonconforming lives within them, as foundational rather than footnoted. Johnson's point, and it lands, is that the Harlem Renaissance wasn't just adjacent to queerness, it was one of the queerest eras in American cultural history, and most of us were never taught that part, and we definitely weren't taught who was actually in the room shaping it.
The next book on my stack was LGBTQ+ Athletes Claim the Field: Striving for Equality by Kirstin Cronn-Mills, with an introduction by Alex Jackson Nelson, a trans man who works directly with LGBTQ+ youth in sports. And that's exactly the point I keep landing on with this reading session, it doesn't center the same handful of cis, white, male athletes whose coming-out stories tend to dominate the headlines. Cronn-Mills opens with the moment soccer star Abby Wambach kissed her wife on camera after the US women's World Cup win, then widens out from there: Michael Sam, the first openly gay man in the NFL and the first Division I football player to come out while still actively playing, which happened only a little over a decade ago, a fact that still stops me cold every time I read it. There's David Denson too, who came out as gay while playing minor league baseball for the Brewers.
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What sets this book apart is that it doesn't stop at athletes. Cronn-Mills looks at coaches, families, and the institutions, the policies, leagues, and locker room cultures, that have been slow to catch up, even as individual courage outpaces them. Reading it now, with the rights of trans athletes specifically back under attack, felt less like a history lesson and more like a mirror held up to where we still are.
My education started in the past was only deepened, and complicated in the best way, by reading the present in Kimm Topping's Generation Queer: Stories of Youth Organizers, Artists, and Educators. The book is organized into six chapters, moving from organizers to artists to educators before closing with a call to action, concrete steps for how young people and the adults who support them can actually get involved. What Topping has done is take the everyday hero theme and place a giant magnifying lens on it, training that focus specifically on a generation I rarely see celebrated this way: queer and trans youth who are building change right now, not someday.

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Prior to reading, I didn’t know one name in this book, and that alone says something. Their stories are now etched in my ethos. There's Blair Imani, a Black, bisexual, Muslim educator using her platform to make queer history and identity accessible to people who've never had it explained to them in a way that felt like it included them. There's Alok Vaid-Menon, a gender-nonconforming poet, comedian, and speaker who has turned vulnerability and humor into a genuine tool for changing minds. There are organizers who founded their own advocacy groups while still in high school, students who fought and won the right to safe restroom access for transgender peers, and the first transgender athlete to compete in NCAA Division I sports. Topping threads in brief histories of Marsha P. Johnson, Harvey Milk, and Sylvia Rivera too, so readers can see exactly whose shoulders this new generation is standing on. By the time I closed the book, I wasn't just learning new names, I was watching the same lineage of courage that built Stonewall and the AIDS crisis activism of the 80s continue, unbroken, into kids who are still in school right now.
What strikes me most, looking back at this stack of books, isn't just that I learned new names, it's how many new names there were. Breadth and depth, not just the same handful of figures rotated through every June the way February used to recycle the same five or six names for Black History Month. Lincoln and Takei are still there if you're looking for an entry point, but so are Elagabalus, Ma Rainey, Alan Turing, Renée Richards, Alain Locke, Gladys Bentley, Blair Imani, Alok Vaid-Menon, Michael Sam, David Denson, and so many youth organizers I'd never have found on my own. That's the shift that actually matters. Visibility isn't just about one Pride display in one library window, it's about sheer numbers, about how many lives get to count as part of this history instead of being the single token name a syllabus reaches for. The more names, the harder the erasure becomes to pull off, and the easier it gets for a kid scanning a library shelf in Goshen, or anywhere else, to find someone who looks like them already claiming a place in the story.
But we're already disadvantaging young readers by the simple fact that Pride Month falls in June, when school is out of session and these books are sitting on display instead of in the hands of students. And walking into a public library at all is a privilege, not every kid has reliable transportation, a parent with the time, or even a library branch nearby, for a whole range of reasons that have nothing to do with how much they might need these stories. School libraries and classroom libraries are the equalizer. They're the only guaranteed access point some students will ever have. If visibility and breadth and depth are the goal, then the real question isn't how we celebrate Pride better every summer, it's how we find room for these names, these histories, this many of them, during the school year, on the shelves students walk past every single day, when the students who need to see themselves in these pages are actually in the building to find them.

Saving Fiction in Where the World Ends

6/17/2026

 

Meet our Contributor: Chris Worthman

Chris states:

I write stories about adolescents struggling to become who they want to be in a world not of their making.


I’m a teacher,
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father,

champion of youthful brilliance, and author of narratives with strong characters and smart plot lines that speak to the complexity of adolescent existence and the issues that shape their worlds.

I'm a proud Chicagoan of forty years, transplanted from a small town in central Indiana. I came to fiction writing after over thirty years of teaching at all levels--elementary, middle school, high school, and college. When I'm not teaching or writing, I support my neighborhood school and get outside no matter the weather for nature and urban hikes.
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Saving Fiction in Where the World Ends by Christopher Worthman

I discovered the novels of British author Geraldine McCaughrean by chance. I was surfing the Internet, wiling away my time, reading blog book reviews, when I came upon one for The White Darkness. Like any good review, it piqued my interest in the book (Of course, vice versa, a good review can also dash a reader’s interest). From The White Darkness, I moved on to other McCaughrean young adult novels, reading enough of them to know American adolescents are missing out on a first-rate storyteller. When I got to Where the World Ends (Herein WWE), I wasn’t satisfied when I finished. I wasn’t ready to move on. I reread it… again and again.  

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WWE is historical fiction, based on a true event that I suspect even most British youth have never heard of. In 1727, eight boys and three men left their homes on the island of Hirta in the St. Kilda archipelago for Warrior Stac (aka Armin Island), a much smaller island (more like a rock sticking out of the sea) a few miles away. As part of an annual journey of two to three weeks, the boys and men—fowlers—were going to gather birds, bird eggs, bird feathers, and bird oil. Most of what they collected went to pay rent to the owner of the archipelago, who lived about forty-five miles away in Harris, Scotland. What wasn’t paid out as rent helped sustain the two hundred or so residents of Hirta.
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Life on Warrior Stac was lived vertically. The rocky cliffs rose nearly two hundred meters out of the North Atlantic Sea. The fowlers ascended and descended its walls sixteen hours a day in search of birds and eggs. They lived in the larger hallowed out crevices of the stac—caves of sorts—subsisting on, as you might guess, birds and bird eggs, and using bird oil for lamp fuel.
 
The 1727 fowlers’ story, as both history and fiction, is that no one came to retrieve them after two or three weeks. We learn this early in the three-hundred page novel, with the remaining two-hundred-seventy-some pages about the nine months after, including the harsh North Atlantic Sea winter they survived. During those months, the fowlers continued to work, and the adolescents continued to carry on, as they’re want to do, arguing, missing home, and grasping for some substance of meaning that would explain what had happened. The younger ones cried for their mothers. The older ones jockeyed for authority. Silently and as a group, they asked what had happened, had they been forgotten, forsaken? Had the world ended? Something we might all have wondered if it were us. Something I would want my students to consider if I were teaching the novel. To step into those kids’ shoes, what must that have been like?
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McCaughrean wrote in the Afterword: “What you have been reading is a true story…and there again, it’s not. Fiction is elastic: it stretches to encircle true facts and then crimps them into shape to create Story.” That, in a couple of sentences, captures McCaughrean’s style and what she does so effectively—create stories so real it could be me or you in there. Her stories, whether wildly fictitious or holding to a historical line, read as everyday and natural as the lives her readers live, only her characters are living in the direst of situations.
 
What I’ve written here so far about Hirta and the fowlers is true to the historical record. The story McCaughrean wrote, although a fictionalized account of that record, reads as true. There is nothing extraordinary or fantastic in the literary sense in what she wrote. Yet, it’s as if we are reading about another planet, inhabited by imagined witches and sea beasts, and by real birds, lots of birds, big and small. Everything else about the tale, real and imagined, is mundane and depressing, with moments of environmental terror smattered on top of a cold, dreary, wet existence.
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​It is the notion of what constitutes truth (fiction that conveys a truth or truths), and the role of story and memory as depicted in the novel, that keeps bringing me back to it. It is something much young adult literature is missing, that essential question, why do we tell ourselves stories, repeatedly? For our students, it is about getting them to ask more than why are we reading this. It is getting them to look at what stories we are constantly telling ourselves and why. We all have those stories. I’d like my students to recognize theirs.
 
No spoilers here about WWE. I’m not going to give away the plot or dénouement. I do want to make quick work of a couple of tropes that may pop into our heads when we read about adolescents trying to survive on a deserted island. First, the society the boys and men create does not break down and lead to chaos and violence. It does, however, crack and lead to disagreement, mistreatment, and emotional and psychological aggression. Quill, one of adolescents and the central character, is banished from the group for a while, and another, an adult, assumes religious authority and willingly uses it to emotionally and psychological abuse others and to hoard the most valuable resource: the tinderbox needed to start fires. Tense moments, yes, but they are reflections of the life being lived and not definitive of it.


Second, although there are tense moments of interpersonal disagreement and extreme physical duress, Warrior Stac life is mostly wet, cold, and mundane. The fowlers are used to the hard work and harsh conditions. They’re from North Atlantic Ocean island, and it’s 1727. They’re not used to boredom.

Other than the fact that what we’re reading really happened to boys and men in 1727, what makes this novel compelling is how much their survival is contingent on the stories the fowlers tell one another, particularly the stories Quill tells as keeper of stories, a designation bestowed on him for his penchant to respond to tension or chaos with a good yarn or anecdote. In moments like these, he asks, “Who wants a story?”
 
Stories become the lifeforce—individually and collectively, positively and negatively—that make the nine months of uncertainty of how and why they were abandoned, bearable,…that is, until the stories stop doing that. Stories hold the fowlers together until they tear them apart. In both cases, the stories are saving fictions.

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Saving fiction… Saving, in this use, is an adjective describing what fiction does for us. The term may be author John Gardner’s, although I couldn’t find anything online attributing it to him. It is used, however, by the Dragon in Grendel to describe Grendel’s reason for existence. Of Grendel, the Dragon says,
 
You improve them, my boy! Can’t you see that yourself? You stimulate them! You make them think and scheme. You drive them to poetry, science, religion, all that makes them what they are for as long as they last. You are, so to speak, the brute existent by which they learn to define themselves. (pp. 72-73)
 
As readers of Grendel know, Grendel is the monster of Beowulf fame. He, along with his mother, terrorizes the Danes until Beowulf kills him. Beowulf, in turn, is killed by a dragon, but his heroic deeds live on in the form of stories or saving fictions. As the Dragon tells Grendel, the caricature of him created by the Shaper—the clan storyteller—provides cultural and historical relevance to the Danes as a great, heroic people. Grendel’s existence is substance for the stories the clan draws on to define themselves as a people. In effect, they created a “Grendel” apart from the real Grendel to sustain them and their existence.

​We all have our saving fiction: think creationist stories, stories about cultural and national identity, stories showing what is the true and proper way to live.
 
WWE’s saving fictions are not as grandiose or dramatic, not of the monster-tearing-neighbors’-limbs-off tales, where life and death hang in the balance. They are stories told to retrieve a life balance gone askew, stories of home and family meant to sustain the fowlers when it appears home and family have abandoned them. They are imaginings of love and commitment that rest not so much on truth as on hope in the face of all odds.
 
Quill, as keeper of stories, is called on to tell tales of Hirta life, of kin and dogs and sheep and daily life. He also brings forth myths of creation and perseverance. And he carries within him his own saving fictions of Murdina, his first crush, whose relationship with him exists only in his head. Fittingly, it was Murdina who revealed the power of stories to Quill. Her allure was her storytelling.


Not all saving fictions are good for everyone. Just ask Grendel. We all have these types of stories, too, or at least we have heard them: think those that set us against them or those that proffer an absolute way of being or particular beliefs, making non-doers and non-believers worthy of banishment if not death.
 
In WWE, they are often the things of superstition (witches and sea monsters), religious parables (Revelations and the end times), and omens of darkness. Ultimately, they strip the fowlers of reason and empathy and imbue them with fear and suspicion of one another. And when that happens, the stories of hope and longing dry up, as there is nothing left to hold onto in the face of what is happening.
Near the end of WWE, Quill and readers are brought face-to-face with until-then imaginary Murdina. Quill and the others have returned home. Murdina wasn’t there but she returns. We have heard so much about her, that it feels odd to meet her in the novel’s last few pages. We learn, though, that it’s Murdina telling the story of the fowlers we just read. She says:
 
On the Western Isles of Scotland—maybe in other parts, too—the teller of a story must give credit to the storyteller from whom they first heard a tale. So. I who set this down had this story from Quilliam McKinnon of Hirta, and he told it only to me.
 
Thus, is the nature of saving fictions—born out of need to be told and passed on. In this case, it’s Quill’s story Murdina is telling. All this comes only after Quill had thought “the pretty lies of a storyteller had deserted him.” It takes Murdina to coax them back out and send them into the world as a measure of the strength and resolve of eight adolescents and three adults. Or was that McCaughrean? No matter. In this scheme, they are saving fictions. A fine truth for all of us to ponder. A fine idea to infuse in students.

Solving for M = Middle Grade (Multimodal Novels + Math Identity)

6/10/2026

 

Meet our Contributor:

Lauren Vandever, M.Ed, works as a district instructional coach in rural Oklahoma, but in her heart, she is always in a 7th-grade classroom. Lauren is also a Ph.D. student in Literacies and Language Arts Education at Oklahoma State University. With 12 years of classroom experience, she is passionate about growing educators, fostering teacher efficacy, and exploring multimodality and meaningful literacy practices that support student learning. Outside of studying and teaching, Lauren enjoys spending time with her wife, three dogs, and cat. 
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Solving for M = Middle Grade (Multimodal Novels + Math Identity) by Lauren Vandever

“Oh no! Sorry, I teach Reading. I cannot help you with your Math.”

I am guilty of saying that phrase more than once in front of a class of 7th graders. Anyone who has spent time inside a middle school has undoubtedly heard a similar phrase uttered by teachers and/or students. The myths of some people being “Math Brained” versus “Reading Brained” abound as educators and students dive deeper into the specialized content in many secondary schools. As a 7th-grade Reading teacher, I had firmly planted myself on the Reading Brain side of the aisle. 

However, then I signed myself up to become our district’s first Instructional Coach. The middle school principal was all in, and his first task for me was to infuse more literacy into the classrooms. I was ecstatic! I could not wait to get first-person historical fiction into the hands of the history teachers or have students write short stories from the perspective of an atom. Until the principal and math department head showed up at my new office door. They wanted a novel to read in math class. 
 
“Uh. Okay….” I replied. Luckily, I found my wits about me and asked just one question, “What do you want the students to get from a math novel?” 
 
The department head said, “I want them to see that math applies to their real lives. Oh, and I read something on Facebook about math journaling.” 
 
He turned and left, and I had a summer task ahead of me. Luckily, the fates were ready to handle this for me because I had also signed up for a Research in Children’s Literature class for my summer coursework. In that, my professor introduced us to Content Analysis. We had to embark upon our own content analysis, so I decided, why not? My professor was hesitant at first. She knew math instruction was not my passion, but she graciously stepped aside to let me solve both of these equations simultaneously. 

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This summer of research developed into a very short list of books that involve math. I quickly learned two important pieces of information. One, there is an award called the Mathical Book Prize for books like this. Also, there are not very many books written the way I wanted. My content analysis ended with just ten middle-grade books being examined, as well as two major themes being identified. Six of the books focused on the main characters using math to understand the world around them, while the other four focused on middle schoolers learning to love math. Out of those four, only two featured math journaling. 

The research was not very hopeful…..until I read one of the books: Solving for M by Jennifer Swender. 

A Masterful Middle Grade Math Novel

Published in 2019, Solving for M is a heartfelt middle-grade novel. The story follows Mika, an artistic, introverted fifth-grader entering a new school year at Highbridge Middle School. On the very first day, Mika meets the coolest teacher I have found in a book: Mr. Vann. Mr. Vann uses every single moment of his class time and school calendar days to make sure students know that math is cool, and they are going to write about it. On the first day of school, Mr. Vann launches math journals with the students that have no rubrics, no minimum word count, and no grades. It is simply a place where they will write every day to explain how a math concept applies to their own lives. Oh, and adding pictures is highly encouraged.
Mika is very confused by this teacher’s requirement, but she loves to draw and jumps right in. However, Mika is not jumping right into the deep end of middle school. Her best friend is placed in the other pod and starts spending time with new friends. Mika has to learn to make new friends on top of starting a new school. But then, her mother is diagnosed with melanoma. Suddenly, Mika’s entire world is upside down. 

And the only place she starts to feel safe to express all her emotions is her math journal.
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The Triad of Multimodality

As I became fully enthralled by Swender’s (2019) novel and Jennifer Naalchigar’s illustrations, I realized this book was exactly what my principal and math department head needed because the author prioritized a multimodal structure.
In literacy education, multimodality is “... an interdisciplinary approach that understands representation and communication extend beyond written language, and that includes a multiplicity of modes” —including text, visuals, spatial layouts, and gestures (Serafini & Gee, 2017). When educators prioritize and accept multimodal literacy as a valid writing and thinking process, they are accepting that the “signs people use to convey meaning are always embedded in social contexts and with specific purposes…where each mode is capable of providing information in ways that other modes cannot” (Kachrorsky et al, 2017).
Traditional schooling often over-privileges the linguistic mode (reading and writing text), pushing visual and spatial thinking to the margins. However, research shows that when we allow students to process complex ideas using multiple modes at once, it lowers cognitive load and creates sticky, meaningful learning pathways (Mayer, 2001).
Through its deliberate mix of traditional prose and hand-drawn journal entries, Solving for M demonstrates a masterful application of multimodality by perfectly blending three essential practices from the Reading Brain, the Math Brain, and the Artistic Brain:
  1. Mathematical Reasoning: Mr. Vann requires each of his students to not only illustrate and track math in their real lives, but he also requires them to explain their reasoning while transposing numbers across illustrations. Mr. Vann connects major concepts such as estimation, inequalities, measurement, etc., through the math journal. 
  2. Written Expression Mika uses written prose, captions, dialogue, graphic organizers, and more writing techniques to articulate the connection of mathematical concepts to the emotional realities of her mother’s cancer treatment. 
  3. Artistic Expression: Mika incorporates doodles, shading, character sketches, etc to give a physical shape to her understanding of mathematical concepts as well as her own overwhelming anxiety. 
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In Mr. Vann’s classroom, math ceases to be a flat sheet of rote memorization or an endless pile of worksheets. Instead, math becomes a practical, creative tool for life. The students use variables to map their unpredictable lives rather than just solving for a meaningless “x”. 

By witnessing Mika synthesize her artistic identity alongside mathematical concepts, the reader watches her math identity transform in real time. She discovers that she does not have to surrender her artistry or narrative to understand math; rather, her artistry is exactly what makes her math journal so profound.

Middle Schoolers’ Negative Trajectory

As I read through this novel, the juxtaposition of my education with the work Mr. Vann is providing did not go unnoticed. The work started to bring up several memories from my time as a middle school student. Two in particular stuck out in 7th-grade.

7th-grade was the first time I remember being corrected by a teacher for doodling on my paper. I doodled my notes because I need the connection of pictures and words to have meaningful notes for review later. However, my 7th-grade English teacher did not like that. She thought I was being lazy and ignoring her while I doodled. My way of learning was not valid for the traditional classroom.

The same year, I had a math teacher deny me the right to attend a math competition because I would not help them win. I had qualified for the competition. I had always been in advanced math classes. I had over a 100% in the class on that day. However, my math teacher decided that I was not good enough at math to help the school win, so I needed to just stay behind.

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From those days forward, I was always a reading person because reading did not require note-taking or math. This academic trauma is an all-too-common occurrence for middle schoolers.  John et al. (2023) defined math anxiety as a fear or tension that results from learning and evaluative situations involving math. Studies have shown that math anxiety peaks at the end of middle school and math identity declines throughout all of high school (Gentile et al., 2022). To put the numbers to it, 39% of teens believe math is an inherent characteristic of personality, and only 34% of teens say they enjoy math (Gentile et al., 2022). 

These statistics align with my personal experiences with my math identity declining throughout middle school. For me, the determining factor was the teacher in the classroom. I wish I had had a Mr. Vann teacher who encouraged both of these skills. I might have become a math teacher, too. 

Plotting New Pathways

Luckily, I found Solving for M while still working with middle school teachers and students. Finding this text inspired me to work through my own lingering beliefs about my math skills, and it ultimately returned me to the visual, artistic note-taking—now known in my doctoral work as sketchnoting—that brings me genuine joy and knowledge. ​
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Solving for M offers all of these learning opportunities from page one:
  • Models and Prompts for Math Journaling: Math teachers can find numerous ways to create journaling prompts that open a door for students. Students can see how Mika visually depicted her mathematical reasoning alongside her written explanations. Students can try the prompts, use Mika’s journal as inspiration, and find ways to apply the concepts to their own lives. 
  • Sketchnoting as Writing Strategy: Teachers of all content areas can use the novel to invite students to write, respond, take notes, and more through sketchnoting. Allowing students to blend text and drawings honors all learning styles and helps all learners try out new styles.
  • Discussion About the Middle School Experience: Swender (2019) dives into all the changes that middle schoolers are going through, as well as how learning is a daily process and does not fit into a box or neatly between the hours of 8:00-3:00. Mika’s journey opens up not only a discussion about school content, but also how students can process big emotions and changes. 

Let’s Keep the Tally Running!

Here are some more resources to incorporate math novels and identity into your classroom
  • The Mathical Book Prize List: Explore the Mathical Book Prize archives to find targeted, age-appropriate fiction and non-fiction titles that champion mathematical reasoning for youth. 
  • An Introduction to Sketchnoting: Check out resources like Rachel Smith's TEDx Talk, Drawing in Class, The Writing Mindset’s Sketchnoting blog post, or Tammy Gregor’s Ink and Ideas to learn how to integrate visual note-taking into your classroom pedagogy. 
  • My Research Spreadsheet: Review my content analysis spreadsheet about the 10 books I dove into. 

And drop a comment below about other books that will help students develop their identity as learners!

References

Gentile, A., Imbornone, A. M., Marvasi, M., & Sciortino, M. (2022). Math anxiety and math identity in adolescents: Longitudinal trends and educational implications. Journal of Adolescent Research, 37(4), 512–535. https://doi.org/10.1177/07435584211068123


John, A., Insouvanh, S., & Robnett, R. D. (2023). Math anxiety in middle schoolers: A fear or tension from learning and evaluative situations. Educational Psychology Review, 35(2), Article 45. https://doi.org/10.1007/s10648-023-09765-x


Kachorsky, D., Goff, M., Talarico, L., Stewart, O. G., Hoelting, M., Tran, K., Lee, K., & Elwood, K. (2017). Exciting times for new scholars: Doctoral students consider the past and the future of multiliteracies research and pedagogy. In F. Serafini & E. Gee (Eds.), Remixing multiliteracies: Theory and practice from New London to new times (pp. 187–196). Teachers College Press. 


Mayer, R. E. (2001). Multimedia learning. Cambridge University Press. https://doi.org/10.1017/CBO9781139164603


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Reading for Queer and Trans* Sustenance

6/3/2026

 

Meet our Contributor: Christian George Gregory Associate Professor, Saint Anselm College

Christian George Gregory is currently an Associate Professor of Education at Saint Anselm College and a former Lecturer at Teachers College, Columbia University, where he received his Ph.D. in English Education. He has written for English Journal, English Education, QED, and for both Dialogic Pedagogy: An International Online Journal and the Journal of LGBTQ Youth, where he serves on the Board. He has published chapters in edited collections on queer studies, banned books, Young Adult Literature, and the graphic novel, is a former Program Chair for the Queer SIG of AERA and serves on the judging committees for the NCTE’s REALM and ALAN’s Walden Awards. His research interests include expanding the canon of English Education, queer theory, and classroom discourse.
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Reading for Queer and Trans* Sustenance by Christian George Gregory

As we move from the end of the academic year further into late spring and Pride month, as we contend with a world in flux, and as we consider the continued effort to pull books, particularly books with LGBTQ+ content, off shelves, I’d like to reflect on several notable YA books released this past year that reflect the experiences of queer and trans* youth in difficult times.[1] In this post, I highlight five authors whose work, published in recent years, experiments with genre, wrestles with personal and political issues, and provides moments of heroism, hope, and gleeful joy.

​Compound Fracture, Andrew Joseph White

White’s work is nothing if not singular. Some may be at a loss to categorize or describe it. Here is one attempt: a West Virginian, Marxist-socialist, on-the-spectrum, trans-masculine protagonist, Miles (he/they), is caught in a Hatfield-and-McCoy-style revenge plot. And it’s a ghost story. The writing is raw, careful, and surprising. Here is just one arresting example of narration when Miles sees Saint, the ghostly walking dead from nearly a century ago:

When he turns to the house, I can make out the wound where the railroad spike came out at the back of his brain stem, the blood matted into his sandy hair. Now that I know he’s trans, I’m trying to find it in his features; in the size of his hands, in the way his face is built. He was never gonna get testosterone, so he had to work with what he had, and I think he did well with it. Or maybe that’s the weight of a century changing the body, the bones and the meat. I don’t know how this works.

Highly original and a bit outlaw, White ventures into this mixed genre of guns, violence, blood, and gore with abandon.
White also handles dual “coming out” stories. First is the ongoing journey of Miles, who self-identifies as trans* and later must contend with his forced, public outing. White composes the fallout with care, as when Miles’s family discusses this personal violation. The second “coming out” narrative focuses on Miles' awakening, with the guidance of his friends, to the possibility of being autistic.

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Conceptually, the ‘open wounds’ of the body that run throughout the work feel specific to the psychic/physical experience of how the trans* bodies must be reconfigured (ripped, stitched, healed) in the process of becoming. In this matrix of ghosts and gore, I am reminded of trans* author Susan Stryker, who writes that “we have done  ​the hard work of constituting ourselves on our own terms, against the natural order. Though we forego the privilege of naturalness, we are not deterred, for we ally ourselves instead with the chaos and blackness from which Nature itself spills forth” (p.254).  Much like Styker, who here liken herself to Frankenstein’s monster, White has created a work is without question a book of radical queer/trans* ideas. During a time when don’t say trans' is the order on high, authors like White are even more essential to shelf and protect.

​A Constellation of Minor Bears, Jen Ferguson

Ferguson’s novel is a complex exploration of anger, attraction, and guilt. Graduating senior Molly is coping with her ambivalent feelings about a climbing accident that befell her brother Hank, possibly due to the negligence of their mutual friend Tray. After the accident and graduation, Trey and Molly trek across the United States. Ferguson's writing is nuanced, thoughtful, and engaging. Here is Trey, for example, thinking through his relationships:

But honestly I think things will get better. Between me and Molly. With Hank as he keeps healing. With the land. The planet. I even believe that water will show up when we need it, maybe around the next bend. Shit like that, it trends upward. (p.55)

Ferguson’s writing, here in the voice of Trey, has a surprising depth. Equally as impressive is when Ferguson writes in the voice of Hank, and his chapter headings titled “AITA,” an initialism I had to look up that stands for “Am I the Asshole?”  
There are also meaningful exchanges between Molly and Brynn (p. 143) that foster an open dialogue about body positivity amid fat-shaming. Ferguson’s work would appeal to a wide variety of readers, not merely queer readers, as the cross-country excursion is, by turns, an adventure story and extended group therapy session. Such moments of YAL, those that embed peer-to-peer counsel, remind me of how essential such moments are of “queer sustenance” (Gregory 2026). Here, authors sustain and support queer identities by depicting peer-to-peer discussions on identity, acting as a reflective or aspirational mirror of queer counsel. Beyond in-scene counseling, the book itself, which threads ‘campfire’ discussions throughout, serves as bibliotherapy. For queer and trans* teens, works like these serve as another help hotline and lifeline.
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I Can’t Even Think Straight, Dean Atta

Like Atta’s prior work, Black Flamingo (2020), this verse novel work excites in many ways. Kai, a half-Greek, half-Jamaican young gay man, thinks through his life, family, and potential love interests. Fresh and witty, the work demonstrates a command of verse while driving the plot forward. The second half, in which Kai comes to realize he has been in love with his best friend, Matthew all along allows Atta to write scenes that incorporate easy, charming banter between them, and I burst out laughing more than once. In this way, the reader roots for their success, and the scene in which Matthew comes out to “the Boys,” his pack of straight friends, was unexpected. Nervous, Matthew feels the high stakes of disclosure when, in fact, his friends are completely accepting of his sexuality.
The work tackles many issues relevant to queer growth and formation. One episode has Kai attend the lecture on “how to get published” from a visiting queer writer, which allows Kai a queer mentor. Additionally, Kai’s prickly, combative nature offers greater complexity. He falsely accuses his teacher of homophobic behavior, which his teacher responds to with great sensitivity. As both Atta and the teacher know, queer youth are in formation and sometimes need guidance. The teacher demonstrates an active knowledge of how to manage anger and de-escalate situations, a skill so crucial today. Like other books mentioned in this post, this work provides several queer exemplars of how to navigate one’s identity, coming out, anger, ambitions, and ultimately, the world.

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Coffeeshop in an Alternative Universe, CB Lee

Lee’s rom-com fantasy involves Kat and Brenda, who live in parallel universes: one magical, the other, “normy.” By chance they meet one day in Kat’s coffeeshop as Brenda completes her college scholarship application down to the deadline. Kat enters with a “pick-me-up” coffee, made with a mysteriously glowing shot that, in fact, picks Brenda up. The subsequent pages keep the pair apart, until they reconvene in the aisle of a magical Target.
The marriage of rom-com and parallel-universe genres is fresh, and once the fissure is breached, Kat and Brenda catch a vibe, and the stakes, with all sorts of manna surges and beasts to vanquish, climb higher. Some of the magical world-building places it in the realm of fantasy, but when Kat speaks about the nature of magic--with “surges,” “power,” and “matrixes”--the narrative reads like code for AI. In this way, Lee reaches for allegory on the carbon footprint and dangers of technology on the environment.
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While the pacing lags a bit and the rules of the world and its portals were left unexplained or only clarified after the fact, Lee’s work is remarkably upbeat and spirited. For instance, Kat and Brenda cast a spell to shrink the dragon (chapter 28), who is lured into submission by the shiny object of the sax. They succeed, but inadvertently and comically enlarge Brenda’s cat, Fancy. There is also a nice piece of writing in which the mind of Brenda and the dragon merge. So, the romance is charming, the set pieces are unexpected, and the overall effect allows Lee’s work to reside in queer joy, adventure, and fantasy.   

​The Closest Thing to a Normal Life, Michael Méndez Guevara

First-time author Méndez Guevara, a former teacher, has written a readable, clever, steadily paced work that does something I haven’t seen recently: it frames its narrative with epic violence, as the parents of protagonist Ethan-Mathew are killed in a terrorist attack on reporters. The work then narrates the more subtle microaggressions that escalate in San Antonio, Texas. By focusing on the escalation of racist and homophobic speech, Méndez Guevara maps how hate speech engenders greater violence, thus tracing violence back to its nascent source.
The primary characters are nicely drawn. Head cheerleader CC, a bestie of Ethan-Matthew, is a charmer, and love interest and goofball Reid is an unexpected queer construction: star runner, caring, hopeful to express his feelings for Ethan-Matthew, and someone who responds with great heart when Ethan is triggered by guns and the prospect of gunfire (Méndez Guevara, p. 166). The grandparents who raise Ethan-Matthew are wonderful and not at all homophobic, though we learn that they were a bit racist. Some of the teachers are Marvel villains or heroes, with little nuance. For instance, the journalism teacher is completely unprofessional and petty. On the flip side, the librarian is heroic--creating a food bank and a Starbucks-like retreat from the world's worries.
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Overall, the writing is clean and clever; the set pieces--the sleepovers, the rucksack hike, the first running tournament, the alternative anti-prom dance--are fresh and engaging. What the work does successfully is identify the simultaneous forces at play in our country right now: MAGA rhetoric and the persistence of inclusion and progressivism. In this way, it is a book of this year and time. Guevara brings us inside Ethan-Matthew’s authentic and quirky approach to journalism, which includes a New Yorker-like profile piece on a student who works in tire repair and an editorial that depicts the racism at the ball game. Overall, an engaging work with insight and heart.

Against Slings, Against Arrows, Pride 

What provides hope now in 2026 in queer and trans* YAL is that authors are responding to our unsettling history in real time. The writing featured here addresses hate speech, the increase in violence as a result, the destabilizing of queer interior states, and the need for peer-counsel, solidarity, love, and yes, curative fantasy and escape. Pride is a complex condition in queer history. As I have written elsewhere, pride “is an antidote to shame” (Gregory, 2026). Pride month, often viewed as a celebration with flags and parades, is also a defense, “an armature against heteronormative, homophobic, and transphobic structures” (Gregory, 2023). Queer and trans* folk need pride to counter the onslaught of threats. And while such threats have intensified these past years, queer and trans* YA authors have responded, even amid banning and the threat of erasure, to tell our stories.

References

Atta, D. (2025). I can't even think straight. Quill Tree Books.

Atta, D. (2020). The black flamingo. Balzer + Bray.

Ferguson, J. (2024). A constellation of minor bears. Heartdrum.

Gregory, C. G. (2026). Queer shame, pride, and joy: How YAL parasocial relations are essential for queer sustenance. In M. Panozzo and P.W. Eaton (Eds.), Battle of the bans: Narratives of reading and engaging with banned books (pp. 57–72). Myers Education Press.

Gregory, C. G. (2023, June 22). Queer shame, pride, and joy. Dr. Bickmore’s YA Wednesdays. http://www.drbickmoresyawednesday.com/

Halberstam, J. (2018). Trans*: A quick and quirky account of gender variability. University of California Press.

Lee, C. B. (2025). Coffeeshop in an alternate universe. Feiwel & Friends.

Méndez Guevara, M. (2025). The closest thing to a normal life. Piñata Books.

Stryker, S. (1994). My words to Victor Frankenstein above the village of Chamounix: Performing transgender rage. GLQ: A Journal of Lesbian and Gay Studies, 1(3), 237–254.

White, A. J. (2024). Compound fracture. Peachtree Teen.
1] I use the terminology trans* here. For Halberstam (2018), trans* embraces the “unfolding categories of being organized around but not confined to forms of gender variance” and the asterisk refuses “to situate transition in relation to a destination, a final form, a specific shape, or an established configuration of desire and identity” (p. 4). I use trans* and here the asterisk with the acronym (QT*YAL) to indicate the variety of emergent identities and possibilities of more.

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